The pain

Hari Membina Azam is tomorrow and I didn't attend school today, due to the horrible pain in my left ear. It's an ear infection *screams of horror*.. I can't freaking chew and bite anything, not even RICE!! R-I-C-E !! The type of food we, Asians eat almost everyday. I can't even chew that !! ARGHH.. when will the pain actually stop..

I wasn't able to sleep yesterday night because of the pain. It was seriously so painful that I could not sleep. I took painkillers and anti-swell pills.. I got it from the doctor la. Didn't take it without the doctor's permission. I'm not that crazy ya know! lol. The painkiller works but the anti-swelling pills.. hmm. Not sure, since I can't take a look at the swell in my freaking left ear. So I have no idea how the swell looks like, before and after the pills..

hahah.. My mom asked me to cut down on the painkillers before I end up as a druggie. hehehe.. Imagine that! lol. *touchwood*. I am cutting down on it. I suppose it's also because that the infection is slowly recovering after I take the medicine.. hmm. maybe. It's not that painful now though I can't eat anything, not even freaking bread. I can only drink and eat stupid porridge, which also takes a long time. gahh.. HELP!!!!

Anyway, Hari Membina Azam is TOMORROW!! Getting the 100 th years T-shirt from Kah Chi or Xin Yan tomorrow. Performing. Hopefully it's funny and good. The LDDS would not exist if our performance tomorrow sucks.. *TOUCHWOOD*

Honestly speaking, the performance has always been the only reason that makes me not skip school. hahaha. I'm a bad student, I know. but yea. I hope that our performance would be GREAT! !I believe that all the hard work we put into making the show wouldn't go to waste tomorrow. LAUGH PEOPLE.. LAUGH PEOPLE!!

I'm dying of agony here too. I WANT MY ADDMATHS RESULTS. So scared !!!

2010 schoo life

This week has been so freaking hectic. I'm in 4A with Denielle, Rhupa, Mei Hua and Ayna, for those who don't know about this. Denielle and I rejected 4B because it's freaking stressful (saw how stressed the students' faces are today. so cam! Thank goodness I left!) and also because I have no interest in doing anything related to science. I want to be a corporate lawyer, accountant or economist or businesswoman. See! All related to commerce. So, I went to the commerce class. Less stress - definitely. The teachers I got are really GOOD too. I have Pn Lim as my Addmaths teacher and Puan Hawa as my BM teacher (these are examples of the good teachers I got).

So, we've been so busy with filling forms and buying books and getting SPBT books and bla bla bla. I always go home exhausted, maybe it's because I've been spending my holidays eating and sleeping like some pig till I get tired easily after taking the LRT home. hmm.. maybe. OOoo.. The other day, Petra and I took the newest LRT home. 4 gerabak (don't remember what it's called in English). It reminds me of the trains at Hong Kong. The latest LRT is really cold, clean and does not smell bad. Well, I suppose that's how it is for now. Maybe after 3 months, it'll be like the other old LRTs. After all, it's Malaysia !!

Anyway, I have been so busy with the FORENSICS debate. I'm in a team with Denise, Petra is with Rhupa and Myra does not have anybody on her team. Dharshini is not interested in FORENSICS debate at all. So, Myra has nobody. People, if you're interested in FORENSICS debate and needs a team mate, tell me or tell Myra!!

Gonna start LDDS practices next week. We're so busy, busy, busy, busy!!

New Year Resolution

Since blue is the best colour of 2010, according to feng shui, I am going to type in BLUE, which is one of my favorite colours. haha. Here goes my new year resolution.

1. Study hard and spend less time on the laptop.

- I know it's not easy but I've got to try. Form 4 is definitely going to be tougher than form 3 but of course I am willing to learn. Since I'm going to commerce, I have to ensure I get straight A+'s in my exams .. no kidding! Damn! I'm so semangat-ed now. Wonder how long will it last ?? lol.

2. Read more knowledgeable books, instead of just chick-lits all the time.

- Actually, you can't really blame me for this. I am a teenage girl after all. Of course I LOVE chick-lits. They're like the best !! They're funny and really interesting. But, I should start reading more heavy or serious books like those from Jeffrey Archer or anything to do with law, since I want to be a lawyer. hehe.

3. Save up more money and cut down my spendings.

- I'm not gonna spend my CNY angpau money and the PMR money. I am gonna save it all up till the end of the year. Then, I shall spend it on something (usually not necessary in my life, but still..) to reward myself for having the determination to not spend money on things I do not need throughout the year.

4. Think wisely before I do anything.

- I should think before I act, so I won't regret later.

5. Do NOT skip Santhika(not sure if this is the correct spelling) Dana.

- Last year, I was suppose to be there to do the offerings, but then I missed it because I couldn't wake up. Stupid, right?? haiyo. I regretted that later that day. So, I'm gonna do it this year. Gonna do lots of dana .. and stop daydreaming during Dhamma class.. (I'm in the same class as Petra by the way).

6. Do good and avoid evil.

- I've never done anything really really evil.. But still, I have to cut down on the lies and perhaps the wrong or bad speech.. and of course, the bad thoughts.. cut down.

7. Keep my hair long.

- I have never kept my hair long, so I'm keeping it so I can see how my hair would look like when it's long, thick and curly.. definitely gonna be really really THICK ! You guys know how my hair is like right? hmm.. wonder if the curls would look ok.. haha..

8. Try not to talk too loud.

- I can talk damn loud without realising it. So better improve myself.

I suppose that's all for today...Signing off !!

Happy New Year

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!

IT'S 2010 NOW. woohoo.. A brand new year.

I'm still planning my new year resolution. I know studying harder would be one of them. No doubt since I'm such a lazy pig. hahaha. Monday !! oo.. Can't wait. Very very excited, though I have not finish my homework !! Sejarah - just a bit more to go. haha. I'll do later.. kinda lazy now.

I celebrated 2010 with my relatives. We went to my aunt's house, she gave X'mas presents too. It's pretty much a tradition in my family to celebrate the new year with my aunt (the single one). haha..

By the way, I heard blue is the lucky colour for 2010, according to some Feng Shui master I watched on TV. Gonna add a lot of blue clothings to my closet. hahahaha..

So, in short, HAPPY NEW YEAR and all the best. School's starting real soon!!!

Change of Plans

Ok. So yesterday, in my blog and facebook, I said that I was going to be in science stream. I changed my mind, well again. I'm such a undecided person, I know. My mom finally agrees to allow me to take commerce, but I have to take English Literature and Chinese too, plus I have to get straight A's .. yada.. yada.. yada.. I get the point.

I don't know why, but I sorta feel that Commerce is more my type. I don't know. I've always loved accounts - don't laugh, ok!! I like numbers and I hate science, except for a couple of experiments that involves the Bunsen Burner. Don't like dissecting any animals, because somehow I feel guilty about it. I suppose this has to be my final decision. Commerce. I want to be lawyer and touchwood, if I don't get to be a lawyer, I can be an accountant.. right? I don't think I will regret not studying in the Science Stream. I've done quite a lot of thinking yesterday night... and yea. I decided to go to commerce. Writing the letter to be sent to Pn Ann now. Absolutely no turning back!!

that's all people. Meeting Denielle and Rhupa then !! hahaha..